Hey love,
I am Melanie, but my friends and loved ones call me Mel.
I am a Soul Midwife, Body Intuitive and Energetic Alchemist, Midwifing women through Spiritual Awakening, deconditioning and rebirthing.
I am a seasoned intuitive and energetic alchemist with an extensive background in energy medicine and bodywork.
As a Certified Birth Doula, Midwifery Assistant, and Licensed Clinical Massage Practitioner, I combine my extensive knowledge, training, and intuition into a magical, multidimensional, Shamanic approach merging the spiritual and clinical worlds.
In 2020, I had a Spiritual Awakening followed by a transformational Dark Night of the Soul that put me on the spiritual path of Soul-seeking and Sovereignty. After struggling to manage years of chronic stress, strange reproductive issues,hysterectomy, debilitating symptoms of Complex PTSD, autoimmune disorders, childhood trauma,and nervous system dysregulation, I desperately searched for an answer to the end of my suffering. I enjoyed marriage and motherhood but I felt like I was constantly struggling to convince myself that I was enough and that I wasn’t constantly failing. My body hurt, and my soul was screaming for something more than dishes and laundry. I wanted to be seen and held and validated and most of all I wanted to be free. Free of the weight and the guilt and the shame for wanting more. I wanted to help people out of hell, but first I had to learn how to myself.
I had a plant medicine experience in February of 2020 that allowed me to face some of my darkest shadows and deepest fears and see my human experience for the gift that It was. It was as though I was allowed to experience death without dying. I was able to cross the veil and take a peek at the other side and then lived to come back and share what I had seen. I ended up being hospitalized and heavily drugged when I was unable to integrate back into my present reality. What I experienced was a siddhic state and an expanded state of consciousness where I was able to detach from my current reality and see the world, my world as it really was. That I was in hell and that my environment, my attitude, and my nervous system were keeping me stuck, and that I had the only key to my liberation and total freedom, my sovereignty.
My personal experience of navigating the hell and aftermath of what the Western World labels a mental health crisis nearly cost me my life. I was highly medicated and spent months trying different medications to escape the symptoms of the drugs. I finally cold turkey detoxed and fought my way through debilitating symptoms of PTSD from the hospital and suicidal thoughts for days until I weaned completely off drugs. Breathwork, sound healing, a daily spiritual practice, plant medicine, discovering my gene keys, and leaving high-demand religion were the biggest allies in my fight back to myself.
I had a hard time finding support integrating my experience and finding true trauma-informed healthcare providers that didn’t push meds and that offered a path back to myself, not one dependent on only our weekly visits. I wanted things to actually live my day-to-day life with more joy, regulation, and a fiercely open heart. I shortly discovered the new age culty vibes of the post-Mormon world and supposed spiritual and plant medicine communities and was constantly frustrated by the lack of integrity and integration there. I used this to drive me to research and learn more about my own healing abilities and magic.
I found soul resurrection in Sedona Arizona at a customized soul healing retreat during my integration process. Shortly after I entered into a 9-month Shamanic Mentorship with Alexis Sabato of She Heals Co. She is a Priestess and Holistic spiritual mentor and midwifed me through a sacred initiation and rites of passage. I am not new to alternative medicine but new to these practices. She held a powerful and safe feminine container and walked me through healing sister wounds, mother wounds and witch wounds. During this time, my family and I relocated to Sedona Arizona where I spent 9 months communing with the land, participating in women’s medicine circles, integrating with other practitioners, and honing my own personal shamanic craft.
The last three years have taught me that there is a whole other dimension that we have access to that we are not fully utilizing. This experience expanded me and continues to expand and evolve my level of consciousness and awareness. I have dedicated the last three years of my life to integrating and continuing my professional education in nervous system healing and somatic touch, plant medicine, energy medicine, quantum human design, and the gene keys. This fall I completed The Advanced Master Program for the Treatment of Trauma from NICABM and also completed The Gene Keys Guide Program.
I am a seasoned Soulpreneur, with a knack of hacking old outdated systems and upgrading and paving new and improved ways of functioning in our current reality.
As a 6/2 Human Design I thrive best where my embodied wisdom is highly respected. I bring my knowledge and role of Visionary and Teacher to the collective and my gifts of sensitivity, strength, patience, resolve, freedom grace, adventure, and equality into my work and into my daily practices.
I utilize the tools of Human Design, Gene Keys, and my unique Spiritual Midwifery framework & protocol "SOUL MAPPING" to assist women in aligning and activating their sacred soul strategy.
Whatever transition in life you are going through, business, relationship, spiritual, I have a way of honing in on what it is that you need to get yourself unstuck and walk you through understanding, metabolizing, and owning your unique blueprint to expand your conscious self and show you what is possible.
On this path,
✔︎ I am dedicated to walking you back home to yourself, where you can love who you are when you have no one to be.
✔︎ I embody transmitting your mess, into your message. I truly believe that transmuting and alchemizing our trauma and embracing our shadowy self is the key to returning home to ourselves.
✔︎ I believe in empowering women to take back the radical responsibility and role of Creator in their lives to evolve through self-healing into their highest most aligned Sovereign Self.